Wednesday, March 16, 2011

What happened to never leaving?

I miss being in your arms. :'(

Thank you for giving me all your love for this 6months. Thank you for taught me alot of things such as, you give me an english lesson, you taught me how to be brave, you taught me how to be loyal person, you taught me how to cook and alot of things. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for spending your time with me. Thank you for wasting alot of money for me. Thank you for making me feel alive. Thank you for making me feel so appreciate. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being there when I need you. Thank you cause you took a good care of me. Thank you for all the memories you gave to me. Thank you for being patient with my attitude. Thank you for laughing at my jokes even I know it's not funny at all. Thank you for everything. And most important, thank you for being a superduper awesome girlfriend I ever had. Thank you so much. I really appreciated it. :') I'll keep our love story in my heart, not in my mind.

It's all over? I really can't believe now you change into someone I really never know.

No more try for you & I. It's gone forever. "You & I" will be my history & my past. I deleted your albums on my Facebook account. I deleted all your pictures in my folder. I deleted all your text messages. I changed your name. I took off my necklace. You asked me to print all our pictures, aite? I did. But I'm sorry, I burned all the pictures of us. I have to do this, I want to forget about you, about us. I know I can't but I can pretend that I don't know who you are. And I can pretend there's nothing happened between us. Just wanna let you know, I'll always love you until when when. :') Until my last breath.

For the last time k, before I erase all our memories. Remember this date, 25th August '10? Yes, the day we know each other. We started to know each other, you called me boyot and I called you buncit. Then you posted something about me on your blog. I read it, then you tell me that you love me. "I syg you tau, hihi gedik ngada ngada." Then you have to offline, I still remember you said this to me "Ily boyot syg ♥. Take care pakcik! Muah Muah :P" We're getting closer, I wait for you every single day. I balik sekolah terus online, tunggu you online pulak. How cute, is that? Then I dapat number phone you, happy gila weih! You suka call mengejut, dah tahu I tak suka jawab call. Tapi I jawab jugak, sebab you yang call. Ingat lagi tak, first song yang you mintak I nyanyi? Yes, Thinking Of You - Katy Perry. I malu malu nak nyanyi, sebab tak biasa and suara tak sedap. Hihi. Hmm. Remember 31st August '10? Yes, our first met! Haha, I still remember everything. Kita jumpa sekejap jea kan. Tapi jumpa jugakkan, dari situ la cinta mula berputik. I saw your cute sad face. Awhh, so cute. Rasa macam taknak pergi jea, tapi terpaksa jugak la kan. And and, you sangat terlampau comel bila tak henti bercakap k. :P

Then boom, 5th September '10! It's our official day! <3 Do you still remember 16th September '10? Hm it's our first date, :) we watched movie, Step Up 3 3D. Masa tu, I baru balik dari kampung kan. Terus jumpa you! Rindu sangat masa tu yang terus jumpa you. Ahhh, good times. Ingat lagi tak the day I kidnapped you, 26th September '10. :') Awh, you sangat comel yea bila merengek nak balik. Hahaha, sorry I terpaksa kidnapped you harituh. Tapi I hantar you balik on time kan? :') Oh 3rd October '10, first time you tidur rumah I. :) It's a package, 3 days 2 nights! Hahaha. Rindu jea you tidur dekat rumah I. Pagi pagi bangun dapat Morning Kiss. :') Awh, rindunyaa. Hmmm, good times! Haa, ingat tak masa I terkejutkan you dengan Nid? Hahaha, masa tu kelakar gila ah. Tengok muka Nid terkejut beruk melompat. Lawak siot, xD

Still remember our songs? :')

Oh ingat tak, 7/10 - 10/10? Kita bermalam dirumah Nid! :D Hihi, 4 hari tu. Macam macam berlaku, drama melayu depan rumah orang la. Bergaduh bagai, and the best part is kita keluar dating. Just you and me, watched movie, ate ice cream, lepak KLCC. Hahaha, tengok cerita sperm. :P And I'm sorry, sebab tak sempat tengok sunset together dengan you masa hari kita balik tu. :'( Hmm, ingat tak kita pergi Shout Awards together dengan Iera? It's on 20th November '10, thank you so much sebab ikut I. (Y) I seronok sangat, walaupun I spoilt mood you masa tu. I'm sorry. :) Kita sambut New Year together. :') I tahu, you penat, you malas nak keluar malam tu. Tapi you keluar jugak. Thanks alot! I hargainya. Sangat. :') Ingat tak you datang McDonald's masa birthday you. I bagi you chocolate, and you kata you suka, comel sangat chocolate tu. Glad you're like it. :D Sedap kan? I know, :P Lepastu, ingat tak I hantar you pergi shooting? Pepagi buta sanggup I bangun, semata mata nak hantar you jea pun. :) Lepastu, masa you balik pun I ambik. Then dari situ kita asyik bergaduh jea. Me no likey. :'( Hmm, 3rd February '11. Kita jumpa lagi, makan icecream :) dengan Tira. 26th February '11, last day kita keluar together. Kita tengok Teater Muzikal Terima Kasih Cinta. Thanks sebab sudi tengok dengan I. :') Last memory kita together. Sampai situ jea, our love story kan? Hmmm.

Ni last post pasal you. I akan move on. Lepasni, I akan lupakan segalanya. Takda lagi dengar you melalak masa otp. Takda lagi I bergurau dengan you. Takda lagi silly faces yang you selalu buat depan I. Takda lagi hantar you balik Wangsa Maju, takda lagi ambik you dekat Pudu. Sampai sini saja hubungan kita, kan? Takdapat la kita tengok bintang sama sama dekat tepi pantai. No more Little Monster, Bebot, Buchuk Keding, Baby Hippo, & Bitch. Takda lagi I dengar you cakap macam ni Kita shayang awak la, kita shayang awak la! Semuanya akan hilang. I hanya ada satu jea benda yang boleh buat I ingat dekat you, Rantai F. Tapi you, you ada banyak benda milik I. Tolong simpan dan jaga dengan elok. Terima kasih cinta. :')

Dear you, can I take my heart back?

B, hidup mati I dengan you jea tau.
Tu ibarat cinta I terhadap you,sangat susah untuk dihilangkan ;)
I'm the only one who can love you. And you're the only one who can love me.

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